Stuck

Do you ever feel like you have nothing to share, that you have no important ideas or insightful contributions to the world? But at the same time every one around you is sucking away your essence, the only thing you have, and your loosing your mind to try and be something different than there all fighting to take away from you? That really you haven't had any choice to say who you are or that you don't want to be part of everybody else. Maybe you want to be unique, loved, and special and flawless. And that the only way to get every one away is to pretend.